I never realized how much the word "tomorrow" means to me. The positive me says, "Tomorrow - I will still be pregnant, know how far along I am, and hopefully we will be able to get an ultrasound and see the baby." That's the positive me, and I am trying to only be positive. The negative me is still there, but I am pushing her aside and ignoring her for the most part.
Tomorrow, we go to my OBGYN. John is going with me and I am so thankful for that. I talked to him on Friday and cried and told him that I honestly didn't think I could do this appointment without him there. He will never understand how horrible it was the last time without him there when by ultrasound we discovered Johnny didn't have a heartbeat anymore. Maybe the future appointments will be better for me (although I doubt it), but I NEEDED him with me. He's going and I am grateful.
Keeping my hope alive for another tomorrow...
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